fault

Let me out!
This life is poor
and I want
a reset.

Let me out!
I can't stand
who I am.

I hate that she left me,
but I cannot fault her.
I am of no value.
I am worthless,
because
I do not
desire
to be
worthy.

I sabotage myself,
because
I have a hard time
caring about
my
life.

I ruin myself,
because
I'd rather
see myself suffer
than see myself
succede

I hate this
place,
this time,
this shit.

I hate me.