Unabridged Heart Phillip J Rhoades 2011 by phillip-j-rhoades

Now my Rhymes are whack and my flow is fracked
And a super skinny beat is where I'm at
They be laughin' I know, like my life is a show
It's okay cuz I know, what they say it ain't so
I'm the big daddy mac they call Creepy Phil
An' if they don't dig my, well that's just their ill
I been pushed down, stood up, spun around until I lost
(That's okay) All the trouble, all the loss, made me super-strong-ultra-boss
(musical break)
They hate me? They don't know me. What they hate is just their story
You should love me. You should hate me. First you better know me.
Take a step back from all that they say and take a look at me today
And you might and you may find their words don't ring but crack like clay
You want to hate? I welcome this, but you better have some reason for your dis-
-Respect me for this, wicked brother, wicked sis
I stand as I am with soul in open unclenched hand
To show you this scarred and broken land. The unabridged heart of a man

I wrecked my world and left it all behind
I wrecked my world and left it all behind
I wrecked it all I don't know-oh why
I wrecked it all and left my world behind

She was a good woman, wife, and mother too
She held our child in her gentle hands
But I screamed and broke her gentle heart
So I jumped the train and never did look back

I broke every promise I had ever made
Failed at every job I ever had
It's better without me there and so is she
So why's she standin' at my door tobight?

I wrecked my world and left it all behind
I wrecked my world and left it all behind
I wrecked it all I don't know-oh why
I wrecked it all and left my world behind

She says she'll make it right and stay with me
But I know that life is poison in her veins
Her gentle hands and heart should not be mine
I'd wreck her world so I'll leave it behind

She cries as I am sending her away
I close the door pull the whiskey near
It's better if I fall apart alone
And let her have a life away from me

I wrecked my world and left it all behind
I wrecked my world and left it all behind
I left my world and know exactly why
I wrecked it all and left my world behind

She cries as I am sending her away
I close the door pull the whiskey near

(written as lyrics. No I have never had a wife. No I have never had a child. Also, I prefer vodka to whiskey)

I remember your name
And it is you I blame

For the fits at night and the madness in me

When my name slips away
So my thoughts are all stray
You keep me from my dreams
Make me fray at my seams

Tell me, is this madness or are you with me?

Do you recall my name
And is it me you blame

For the fits at night and the madness in you?

As your hips start to sway
Is it my name that you say
In severe primal screams
Is it more than just dreams

Tell me, is this madness or am I with you?

Call my name out now
Show me you know how

Susie are you insane?
Susie are you mad?
Susie are you crazy?
Susie are you sad?

Pace around your room now
Looking everywhere
Eyes are only mirrors
Drowning in despair

You're hiding from the sun
Darkness as a cloak
Wrapped around a body
Bent so hard it broke

Susie are you insane?
Susie are you mad?
Susie are you crazy?
Susie are you sad?

Wonder if they'll hear you
Speaking to the air
Wonder if they'll listen
Though there's no one there

Throw yourself to the floor
Scream into the boards
Drunk on filthy tears
These are your rewards

Susie are you insane?
Susie are you mad?
Susie are you crazy?
Susie are you sad?

Don't worry now it's clear
Don't worry now our dear
We'll put an end to pain
We'll put an end to fear

Just take this pretty pill
Then drink this nasty swill
And slip into a dream
Let warmth replace the chill

Susie you are insane?
Susie you are mad?
Susie you are crazy?
Susie you are sad?

Susie you are gone. . .

Susie Are You Crazy? by Phillip J Rhoades is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-Noncommercial-Share Alike 3.0 United States License.

I've come to buy Christmas today
Could you tell me which aisle it's in?
Do I need to go this or that way?
Or perhaps it's here in this bin?

I've come to buy Christmas today
My children must have every bit
Now hurry and show me the way
To your biggest holiday kit

What do you mean
I can't buy it here?
Your ad clearly says,
"Christmas sale
biggest this year!"

I've come to buy Christmas today
Now run and fetch it my friend
And I'll put this big gun away
Then all of our problems will end

I've come to buy Christmas today
And I won't leave without it