Some Words On

A reading of “Hole” which you can read here

Mon, 13 May 2013 03:07:22 -0400

A reading of “Hole” which you can read here

Attention

Fri, 10 May 2013 09:42:23 -0400

My eyes will press you
With the full weight of my thoughts
Then I’ll turn away

Thin Notes And High Thighs

Wed, 08 May 2013 22:51:25 -0400

I dig the skinny
And I turn up the treble
Thin notes and high thighs

Pain In Beauty

Mon, 06 May 2013 23:34:06 -0400

My heart broke
Just another crack or two
But I love them
And they fit

That’s worth a fracture
In a place
Long falling apart

Oh, I’m bitter behind my lips
But the sweetness of them
Makes me smile

There is pain in beauty
Joy in letting go

No Slut

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 11:06:38 -0400

Listen, she’s no slut
That girl just loves a good fuck
Nothing wrong with that

I have a crushbut you can’t have itit’s mineStop...

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 12:07:00 -0400

I have a crush
but you can’t have it
it’s mine
Stop trying to take it
My crush crashes
My crush smashes
My crush is the fucking Hulk
My crush is the
ever lovin’ blue eyed Thing
My crush is Superman
fighting Doomsday
It’s my crush
and it’s a giant robot
here to kick ass
and forget names
If you fuck with my crush
it’ll step on you
Crushed by my crush
you’ll slink away
like an accordion Coyote
Wile E. that is
You don’t have anything
like my crush
So crumple and fall
and roll away
My crush is my crush
you can’t have it
it’s mine
stop trying to take it.

An A-Capella version of my poem “Shadow Thin”

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 23:46:00 -0400

An A-Capella version of my poem “Shadow Thin”

Shadow Thin

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 22:04:08 -0400

In that deep shadow
Between the covers
And the soft curve
of your hip
My desire lingers
Sweetly dreaming
Of the kisses I’ve left
Cooling on your thighs
Of flowers of feather
Tracing down your back
Of my hands traversing
Holding, knowing!

Ah

Let me pull you close
Again
Let me break your shadows
Cover you in light
Let the only deep and dark
Be in that space
Between us
And let that space
Be but shadow thin

Let there be only
you, me, the light outside
And the dark between us

Shy

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 18:31:04 -0400

I’m shy
and I’m quiet
and I don’t blink enough
and I’ll tear you apart
with my eyes
I’ll open you up
and look inside
I’ll weigh and measure
and try to understand
and it’ll hurt
and I’ll count
the tones of your screams
but don’t worry
I’m not forever

HowToPhil: This Is Just A Kiss & Chords Of Desire

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 22:49:45 -0400

HowToPhil: This Is Just A Kiss & Chords Of Desire:

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This Is Just A Kiss:

My fingers dance around your ear and slip down your neck sending shivers along the lines of your body. You lean your cheek into my hand and I press forward with flitting, gentle kisses that tease and excite. Each kiss a little slower, a little longer, and with each I breath your scent in deep.

The confusion of passion sets in and you press back. You’ve lost the patience to wait for my kisses and need my lips, hot and sweet and rough to slide and dance with yours. Our hands wander across bodies burning with primal fever and ancient fire, gliding and flowing to the low and soft places. We forget everything the world tells us we are and become lost in heat, soft moans, bright scratches, and the sharp outcries of brutal joy.

And this… this is just a kiss.

Chords Of Desire:

My hand flows to the small of your back as I pull you close, cutting the distance between our hips to no more than the cotton of our clothes. You inhale sharp, startled by my sudden, brash movements, but even more by your own growing desire. From that low and sweet spot on your back where my fingers dance, an electric heat spreads outward, overtaking you.

Your legs have become two taught wires and the chords of desire play out on your thighs as I press you even closer.

I bring my other hand to the back of your neck and feel the vibrato of your anticipation. There I trace slow circles as I pull you close to my chest where you hear my heart racing with the passion of holding you.

A soft moan escapes your lips as you look upwards to see my eyes reflecting the heady visions that race through your mind. My hand slides from your neck to your smooth cheek as I lean in and take from your lips what you have for so long wanted to give.

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Goodbye

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 22:28:28 -0500

I didn’t know you left

You see

We weren’t in the habit
of talking
anymore

not really

but I miss you
in a selfish way
because
because I thought
we had more
more time

When did you leave?
You weren’t a part
of my life
before you left

long before you left

Why do I have to miss you?

No

I miss the possibility of you

You’re not possible
anymore

And I miss
the memories we’ll never make

“It’s not okay!
I didn’t tell you
you could go!”

but that’s a selfish thing to say…

but I am human

let me be

angry
broken
selfish

Let me scream

You should have stayed.

(This poem is raw. It is what I feel this moment. It will stay unedited)

Please don’t take from mewhat you’re not willing to keepI can’t carry that

Wed, 27 Feb 2013 14:37:03 -0500

Please don’t take from me
what you’re not willing to keep
I can’t carry that

Ah!

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 13:49:26 -0500

I do like to think
that you are thinking of me
Ah! I see you are

Punch Your Pretty Face

Tue, 19 Feb 2013 09:27:06 -0500

You’re so beautiful
that when you say you’re not
I want to punch you
in your pretty face

Not Perfect

Tue, 19 Feb 2013 09:24:38 -0500

Though I can’t be perfect
I can be a lot of imperfect things.
We all have value
and we are all loved
even when we’re blind to it

Beautiful Decay

Mon, 18 Feb 2013 18:22:00 -0500

Carpet of cherries
rotting sweetly in the shade
beautiful decay

Candle

Mon, 18 Feb 2013 04:29:09 -0500

Tried to hide my flame
but now the world is on fire
burning so brightly

Memory Lies

Sat, 16 Feb 2013 16:39:34 -0500

I have forgotten
the dry wilderness
of your lips

I cannot recall your kiss
or the deep and secret
lingering scent
of strawberries

You were a dream
and I don’t remember
you

Only the feel
of your silk skin
Only the bitter taste
of waking

Why is the morning
so bright?

So bitter?

Forget

Sat, 16 Feb 2013 16:23:00 -0500

Can we forget
not the first time
but the second
the third
the thirtieth?
Can we forget
the terrible
inbetween?

No

Sat, 16 Feb 2013 10:49:09 -0500

No, there is no dream
to match your rough wilderness
No, neither nightmare